"What if I die?", "What if I stop fighting for my freedom?", "What if I let others decide the way to live my life?", "What if I find that everyone hates me?"
Will you let your negative thoughts vague out your presence? Just because you're stuck in that negativity will you let your future be ruined? Don't you think that some days are better than the others? Don't you feel that quitting your life because of mental illness isn't a solution? Don't you think that you can embrace your life in every way possible to maintain peace?
Just stay strong and find your way.
Believe me, some days are definitely better than the others. Yeah, it’s true that every individual suffers from anxiety and mental disorder. But you can't give up and let your future be ruined because of such circumstances. You've no one to depend on but yourself. You can support yourself during rough times. Distract yourself from all the toxic thoughts.
Being happy and alive is something that can't come to you in minutes, hours, or overnight. Success, power, wealth, fame, etc: are they really the reasons behind a blissful life? Psychologist states that they aren't long term bliss. The thrill we have for them don't last long. Like everything else, it takes practice to be happy in your life. You'll have to reveal the secrets hidden behind your anxiety.